It has been long overdue, but I am making it now anyway.
Happy 1 Year Anniversary Baekhyun!~
This was supposed to be on January 31st, but oh well~
For starters, I remember when SM released What Is Love and I saw the mv, you caught my eye. At first, I thought that was Jino because I heard he was supposed to debut with exo, but unfortunately that didn’t happen. Anyway, What Is Love became in my top twenty-five playlist in a day, literally aha. Your vocals impressed me and you have a unique voice so it fit the song perfectly. It wasn’t until history was released when you became my official bias and so on when Mama was out. You and all of exo have already gone through so much and it hasn’t even been a year since you all debuted officially. I also apologize because I fell out of my exo phase in July and now about a month ago, I am back in it. (Thanks to my best friend~)
From October to January, it was a depressing time for me. In these four months, I cried myself to sleep almost every week. It’s been my grandma’s third year since she passed away and that hit me really hard because we were so close. My grades from then on were slipping and I was panicking everyday knowing that if I fail, I would be a disappointment to my parents and also the fact that I dealt with so much on tumblr. By the middle of January though, Baekhyun became my ultimate bias again, and literally all my worries were gone. I got my grades up, I cried less, I switched out of my hardest class and my self esteem rose a bit.
So, I just want to thank you for being in exo and for being in my life. Just know that I will always love no matter what even though you are my life ruiner. You will be the death of me, but you are still my love~ c:
(via squishydodo)
